August 19th 2024

What I've been doing on this neocities block as of 2/3 Augmented-ust 2024?

I've been messing around with the cosmetic aestetics of this site, been trying to stream m3u files and yet no dice nor cigar since html native audio player supports dirrect media files and not streaming files that links playlists that links files indirectly like iptv and m3u files. but hey! Atlease I can host music in the near future and maybe a few videos further along the line. I feel though hosting m3u files on mysite takes away traffic from the streaming websites, but then again these web owners have the m3u files so you don't have to listen to the music on their sites and listen to it from VLC to on your modded big black with a very slight subtle green 2001 original EksBox. plus I would still give the link to the site... I ramble and go off topic so easily... But eh, although my original plan was to play music so peeps can listen while they read my rambling can't be from m3u files atlease I can post youtube music through invidious instances, and Catbox is still useful for other purposes

Anyways...

I am trying out catbox to host my media files that aren't photos. Which I found out about the service from multiple people suggesting it after I searched around the interweb's waves, saw the website and ran away seeing "sfw" lolis, yuck...

then realising that (1) I can just use ublock origin to block and remove the creapy bugged eyed Pastel coloured grimlins from the right bottom corner. (2) it's the only way that I can use a file hosting site which I'm planing on using for audio which does not directly uses AI scanning, or abuses privacy, which I rather have outside scrappers and weird paid spies than website embbed shenanigans using my stuff for AI or plug ins dirrectly screwing me over.I have more dislikeness than hatered towards AI, Though I do feel it's mostly just naturally just another form of techn-iques with techn-ology to make stuff easier to achive goals but at the cost of soul. but that's not the main topic.

the main topic is what are my goals on this site? I'm hoping to make my website feel more spirit filled and uplifting. I'm hoping to post my music and more media but even though I've been on here for three and a half years, I just now have a clear idea how to run this site and what I want to do. This site for me is a way to express my ideas in a multimedia collage and almost a portal to a hangout spot. my art and music skills have improved and I'm more motivated.

In a few months rather than a few years as it have been. I need to remind myself even if this is publicly posted, that I need to view it as a personal project and not worry if not a single soul sees this. Neocities is one of those few sites that I can support the idea of paying, but atlas I have no money yet to give as for now, but the site has value that it will be worth giving a few bucks in the coming years. This site for now is to help organize my creation and thoughts and to create a hangout spot for me. in the coming months I should be posting more stuff. Not going to stress myself out about it though, but I am using as a suggested goal post with a 70ish% chance of succeeding.

Anyways thanks for reading!